Today I stood outside my parents house and stared across the street and I had a flash of memories that happened in that street. It was a good revisit to innocent and younger times.
This moment I wish I could enjoy. Happy. High. Dark and just right childish on radio
I’ve told myself for years now, with most conflicts there are 2 choices besides the right and wrong ones. There Is the right choice and there is the fun. Just realize the fun often comes with ramifications
I’m a man. I come home from a hard day of work, I deserve to put my feet up. Relax and enjoy a beer. Maybe smoke a little bit. I’ve earned it. My weekend starts now, I intend on having an amazing one. And will do so.
What I have said does not stem from a fight. Rather a realization that it’s what I’m in the middle of exciting right now.
I sometimes scrutinize my life, overlooking the pleasures I have right in front of me. Today I had an almost euphoric experience with someone. My day was made in such a way I could still have the climatic feelings I did at that first moment
I may not be making the best choices in life right now. It I want you to know that I’ll always be your uncle and when it comes to you my choices will always be sound and clear. I love you and that’s the bottoms line
Same drama. I made a few new years goals and have not completed any of them 10 days in. Well I’m still playing this game. I don’t know why on earth. But I’m close to tellin AB the “l” word and I think she’s almost ready to tell it to me. God I so want to hear it. Well I’m going to keep playing this game until the end it seems. I do see an end game so let’s play it by eqr
I think it’s only a matter of time before the 2 figure out what I’ve been doing. I know I’m the bad guy but i don’t like it. I miss AB a lot. But she’s disappeared pretty fast on me. Did a surprise show up once. Stressed like its gonna happen again . I really want time with her but know infant afford it. She said she would take me to California with her. I thought about it
Ok so I screwed myself up bad…I think I’m in love with 2 different women Alvina and corina, and Alvina wants to start coming over now when coco is still here. Talk about flying too close to the sun. Alvina makes my heart beat like its never beat before sometimes in a good way and sometimes in a bad way. All I know is that in like 15 min I’m expecting her to call me and want a ride and go from there. I’ve got coco out of the house and am prepped for Alvina. Idk what mood she will be in or anything. Idk if she wants to spend the night. I just don’t know. Meanwhile coco is at moms and well see what happens there or how long she will stay
